HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A WONDERFUL MOM!

By Judy Haughton-James


     September 1 is my mother's birthday and I take this opportunity to publicly wish her a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Every birthday she would get a card specially made by my twin and me. I have kept up the tradition and for sure Janine's name is still listed with the words 'looking down from heaven' beside it.  This year I have decorated the card with things that Janine and I were big enthusiasts of - birds and flowers from around the world.

    

  Here are also some pictures of Mom over the years.                  

A VERY SPECIAL MOTHER!

By Judy Haughton-James


       As I approach my mom's birthday on September 1, I have decided to post again this special tribute with a few changes! I wrote it earlier this year for Mother's Day. I am blessed to have such a wonderful mother.


                     

PICTURES OF MOM WITH HER CHILDREN OVER THE YEARS!

BY JUDY HAUGHTON-JAMES


    From the early age of 13 years old I have only had one parent, my mother, Kathleen Naomi Haughton-James ( nee Lindo).  She became a widow on August 14, 1975, when my  father Harry collapsed and died of a heart attack while performing his duties as a Councillor in the St.Mary Parish Council on the tropical island of Jamaica.


    Since that fateful day I have been amazed at the strength that she has displayed when she encountered what I call the valleys on this journey called life. It is not that she did not display sadness for the loss of her husband when she was only 47 years old but managed to have the strength in holding it together and taking care of her family. It was a strength noticed not only by her family. I can never forget the words that someone said to her shortly after my father's death - "Mrs. James, there are so many beautiful things about you, but probably the most beautiful of them all, is your ability to take knocks."


     The person who said this died some years ago, but little did he know that come October 16, 2008 mom would have suffered yet another blow, that of the death of her youngest child and my identical twin sister Janine.  Again she showed all the signs of loss and it was more difficult then as she was now a lady in her 80s.  However again she held it together and was a tower of strength for me. I keep saying to her "God certainly knew how important it was for you to have been around when Janine died." We have been through our trials together and her strength has helped to pilot me through my darkest hour.


     Of utmost importance is her strong Christian faith which has never faltered despite the circumstances that she has encountered. This has been such a good example for me who in turn leaned on this faith to carry me through the most challenging period of my life. I am truly blessed to have her as my mother.  Every day I give God thanks for giving me such a special mother.

READY! SET! GO!

By Judy Haughton-James

               It is a time of excitement for me as I am a big sports fan. Yippee!  The World Games are on in Daegu, South Korea! Over the years Janine and I have been big fans of these games. You would see us seated in our living-room with our eyes glued to the television taking in the events.


        As Jamaicans excelled on the track we would cheer and oh what a thrill it was when we saw the Jamaican flag held aloft by fans or making its way up a pole as our national anthem was played.  I will never forget the joy Janine shared with me a few months before her death in 2008 as she watched every moment of Jamaica's exceptional performance at the Olympics.


         We have always been big sports fans paying close attention to athletics, football, cricket,  netball etc. We watched and listened  to sports newscasts  and sports programmes so much that we knew even some of the results and names of  top personalities in games that we were not necessarily big fans of.
         
           Well, there was some disappointment today when our top athlete, Usain Bolt, was disqualified in the men's 100m race. Anyway Jamaicans had something to cheer about as another Jamaican, Yohan Blake, won the race and became the youngest world champion ever over this distance. 


        Sports certainly teaches us life lessons. It makes us realize that nothing is certain in life and  the winner is only known after the event. Anyway I hope Usain will bounce back. As one of my favourite quotations states "It is not whether you get knocked down, it is whether you get back up." - Vince Lombardi


          If there is one game that I would like to learn how to play and get some good exercise in the process, it would be lawn tennis. I tried table tennis in the past but just for a little fun. If you are a sports fan, which game is your favourite? Is there a game that you wish you played or are currently playing?  

A PICTURE SURPRISE!

By Judy Haughton-James

Judy ( left) & Janine ( right)

          
        A few days ago I got a wonderful surprise when I received this picture from my first cousin Marlene Bryant, a professional photographer who lives in Massachusetts, U.S.A. Janine and I were very family conscious and always happy to receive visits from relatives. We got a special treat when Marlene visited as she would be armed with her special cameras ready to take pictures of us and our family. I have several pictures that she took of us over the years but it was the first time that I was seeing this one. 


       Janine and I enjoyed roaming around our farm as Marlene captured pictures of us. Here we were seated beside a breadfruit tree. We loved pictures taken in the midst of nature.


         I shared this picture with my Facebook friends and it brought back quite a few memories of our high school days. For one it reminded me that many years ago we wore our watches on opposite hands. Our former schoolmate Celia who is keen commented on this ! Others remembered that Janine was always the one with the bright smile. Sophia even remembered that one of us had a scar. Oh, that was me! This was a slight scar I had after a cut above my right eye when I was very young. However it faded with time so was hardly seen by many!:) Another friend Marjorie said she could vividly picture the days when she saw us waiting for our ride home.This picture was indeed a pleasant surprise!

BLOG POST 100!

By Judy Haughton-James

JAN ( LEFT) & JUD ( RIGHT)

JUD (LEFT) & JAN ( RIGHT)
OVER THE YEARS!

        Yeah!  This is Blog Post 100 and it is just under 6 months since I started this Blog.  I  got connected to the internet shortly after my twin sister's death in 2008 and I remember my cousin Audrey in New York suggesting that I start a Blog then. I was not in the frame of mind as yet and furthermore there was still quite a bit to learn about using the internet!


          I have been a Freelance writer for many years and just about every writer's publication that I receive stresses the importance of a writer having a Blog. Well, I finally took the plunge in March of this year and decided it would be about issues that I am very passionate about - being twins, becoming twinless and the many interests that my twin and I shared.


          It has been a difficult journey but I am happy that I have not only been able to look at the sad times but the good times.  I actually started the Blog with a poem titled 'BEING TWINS' which summed up the life that my twin and I shared for almost 47 years. In these posts I have covered a wide range of subjects.


           I want to thank the many persons who have visited this Blog, those who have become Followers and those who have written comments. So far I have had visitors from 114 countries. I know many of these persons are not twins or twinless twins, yet they have shown interest in my posts. As the saying goes "Gratitude is the right attitude."  I look forward to your continued support and welcome many more Followers and comments. Until we meet again on Blog Post 101, Take care and greetings from my 'Island in the sun - Jamaica!"

WHO IS YOUR FAVOURITE AUTHOR?

By Judy Haughton-James

       
        This is a question that we often have to answer when filling out some profiles or answering questions by friends, relatives etc.  In my last post I wrote about the mystery books that my twin sister and I liked during our childhood.


          Over the years we read a wide variety of books and every now and then some friends would mention Danielle Steel as one of their favourite authors. Janine and I then decided to start reading some of her books. The titles that I can recall right now are "Kaleidoscope," "Secrets" and "Now And Forever."  We both found her to be a very good author and decided that we would definitely read more of her books.


           When Janine died there was actually one of Danielle Steel's books here waiting to be read. However it was over 1 year after her death before I managed to read it. At first I read many inspirational books, books on Twin Loss etc. Then suddenly one day while going through some things I came across the book. One word in the title struck me. Here is the title, "THE HOUSE ON HOPE STREET." I wonder how many persons can guess which word was it. If you guessed 'HOPE,' you are so right. 


           I started reading and I wondered if I made the right decision as I was scared of anything  with the slightest hint of sadness. Nevertheless I pressed on and was happy that I read it as it had a happy ending. As Danielle Steel so aptly said about this book "The House on Hope Street is about learning to live again after you think life is over.  It is about cherishing small miracles and believing in big ones.  It is above all about hope."


          These days I have been busy reading Blogs, newsletters, magazines etc. but it is about time that I also find time to read some novels again even if it takes longer than usual.  Remember I must also find time for writing!


         Well, there is yet another Danielle Steel book waiting to be read!  It came all the way from my Australian cousin Christine and what a wonderful title it has - " Safe Harbour."  Even more impressive for me are these words at the top of the book " Believe in Happy Endings."

MYSTERY, MYSTERY & MORE MYSTERY!

By Judy Haughton-James


       Some persons may think that this mystery that I am writing about is who is Judy and who is Janine in our baby pictures. You are wrong! I am here thinking about the days when Janine and I just loved reading mystery books. Actually this trend started when we were quite young as we were big fans of the Bobbsey Twin series.  No surprise eh?! Twins would have to be in there somewhere and there were 2 sets of fraternal twins featured, Bert and Fran and Flossie and Freddie. 
     
       We eagerly looked forward to receiving these books from our mom especially among our birthday and Christmas gifts.  Speaking of the Bobbsey twin books, I did some research and found out that 72 books were published from 1904 - 1979, then a separate series of 30 books were published from 1987 - 1992. That means that there were a lot of them that we did not get to read! Anyway I found it interesting that the ones we read were written under the pseudonym Laura Lee Hope but the author's right name was Edward Stratemeyer. However it is believed that some of the books were written by other authors.  


     As we got older we started reading the Nancy Drew and Hardy Boys series as well as Agatha Christie novels. As a matter of fact we even watched some episodes of the Nancy Drew Series on television. I have not read a mystery book in ages but I can remember that whenever I read one I could hardly put it down as I wondered what would happen next and how it would all end!

QUOTATIONS FOR POSITIVE THINKING!

"Go within every day and find inner strength so that the world will not blow your candle out." - Katherine Dunham

"Patience, persistence and perseverance. A little more each day, a little better each day." - Jonathan Lockwood Huie

"Worrying is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but it does not get you anywhere." - Anonymous

"Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars." - Les Brown

"The three Cs of life: choices, chances, changes ~ You must make a choice to take a chance or your life will never change." - Facebook Status Shuffle

"When life takes you to places you didn't imagine you would be,doing things you didn't think you could do, hold on with both hands and say WOOO HOOO!" - Facebook Status Shuffle

"Never settle for anything less than you deserve...don't let anyone define you. Make your own definition." - Facebook Status Shuffle.

REMEMBERING A SPECIAL FATHER

  By Judy Haughton-James 
    

      
      August 14, is another anniversary of the day that my father departed this life.  Recently Mom and I were going through some scrapbooks and we came across this poem that was distributed by someone on the day of his funeral. I wish I knew the man or could even find out his name now. My father was a very popular politician and had a large funeral. Nevertheless although I was only 13 years old when he died I remember seeing this man distributing the poem at his funeral. I wish I knew who wrote it. Anyway my family and I are truly grateful for this wonderful poem that he wrote based on the words COUNCILLOR HAROLD HAUGHTON-JAMES. This is definitely the father that I knew and will always remember!


KINDHEARTED, BRAVE & TRUE


Councillor Harold Haughton-James
Outstanding senior citizen many sided too
Under the banner of brotherhood did unite
Noteworthy path-finder by day by night
Continued with patriotic qualities in His might
In the service of the community always
Labored relentlessly throughout life's days
Loyal Local Leader suddenly you're silent
O cruel tragedy triumph over the prominent
Rare beloved Mayor died on duty so lament.


History shall uphold your example in esteem
And posterity shall honour although you're not seen
Riches of ideal high are treasured than gold
On footprints of the noble there's measures untold
Late Great Caretaker we tribute to you pay
Death brings separation as you pass away.


Humility's crown doth mark thee for its own
And without fear or favour led in your town
Unfinished though your task you braved the storm
Great be your reward on that Holy morn
Honesty's policy displayed with delight
The ages testify of its perfection over right
O mortal consequences will baleful end
Never shall man be immune; be it foe or friend.


Jamaica laments much and St. Mary in particular
As many gather on this sad day to pay respect and honour.
Melancholy's mountain of pity today we share
Eminent and able character tributes declare
Singular man of Sandside hail "Martyr of St. Mary dear."

IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW - DON MOEN

      It was so great to see this video posted by a member of the Facebook group 'GRIEVING SIBLINGS.'  What a week this has been for me!  I have experienced a lot of pain etc.  However this song has certainly lifted my spirit, especially after visiting my twin sister's grave on Tuesday. 


      Well, there was some good news also! As was in the case in June I was informed this week that I was top member for July at Savvy 24 Seven, a social network for professionals! Life has its ups and downs but as one of my favourite Facebook Status Shuffle quotes states "We cannot change the cards we are dealt in life but we can change how we play the hand."